Sleepless

I'm worried about going back to my normal job.
I want to go back two days a week, but I don't know how that will work or whether I will be able to stay with the brain injured dudes. If I can't, then I don't think I want to go back.
I also kinda don't want to put Amelia into child care. I'll miss her too much, plus the ones I've seen makes it look like prison, with all the cots in one corner.
I don't know what to do, it's making my brain fuzzy.

Pornography

I just had afternoon tea with my mother and Amelia.
We were talking about all the things I've had to move since Amelia has started to crawl and get into all sorts of busy work.
I said that the game controls (i.e. for PlayStation/X-box) couldn't be broken, it's just that we don't want her playing with them. Them my mother said, ' Yes, you don't want her turning on some pornography at her young age'.
WHAT?!
I said, what do you mean? and she said that Amelia could turn on the TV and it there would be pornography.
I said something along the lines of, oh the game controllers don't turn the TV on. Then later thought about it. What kind of house does she think I'm running? Do I just have porn on the TV 24/7, that little eyes can accidentally turn on and watch?
Man I wish I had the balls to tell her off.