Sleepless

I'm worried about going back to my normal job.
I want to go back two days a week, but I don't know how that will work or whether I will be able to stay with the brain injured dudes. If I can't, then I don't think I want to go back.
I also kinda don't want to put Amelia into child care. I'll miss her too much, plus the ones I've seen makes it look like prison, with all the cots in one corner.
I don't know what to do, it's making my brain fuzzy.